I arrived at Nick Carter’s house.  He put an ad for a personal assistant and I applied.  I rang the doorbell.  The door opened and Nick stood there.

      “Are you Bri?” Nick asked.

      “Yes,” I said.

      “I’m Nick, come on in,” Nick said. I went in.  He closed the door. 

      “Nice house,” I said.

      “Thanks, it needs cleaned,” Nick said. 

      “Looks like it,” I said.

      “That’s your first job, cleaning, everything, I have to go to the studio, have fun,” Nick said.  He walked out the door.  I stood there in shock.  I cleaned up the house. I finished up and sat down to rest.  I went upstairs and started cleaning the bathroom.   I heard the front door open and close.  I started cleaning the mirror. 

Nick went upstairs and stopped at the bathroom.  He looked at the perfectly shaped butt of his assistant.  He looked at her long legs.  What he wouldn’t give for those legs to be wrapped around him when he’s making passionate love to her.  He shook his head. 

      “Bri,” Nick said.  She looked out and saw him.

      “Am I doing something wrong?” I asked.

      “You’re fine, you can stop cleaning, go pack, we’re going to on tour, you’re coming with us,” Nick said.

      “Oh, okay,” I said.  I went home and packed and came back.  Nick came out and got my bags. 

      “How long is the tour?” I asked.

      “Five months,” Nick said.

      “And what will I be doing?” I asked.

      “You will be my personal assistant,” Nick said.

      “Not a maid,” I said.

      “What,” Nick said.

      “Nothing,” I said.

      “You are not a maid,” Nick said.

      “Then why did I clean your house,” I said.

      “Just wanted to see if you would actually do it,” Nick said.  My eyes widened. 

      “Uggh!” I said. 

      “I’m sorry,” Nick said.

      “Is it time to go yet?” I asked.

      “Yeah,” Nick said.

Three hours later, we were on the boys private plane heading to Europe.  I was talking with Brian.  Nick sat down beside me. I felt him tap my shoulder.  I looked at him.

      “We need to talk,” Nick said.  I followed him to the back of the plane.  He closed the door.

      “What is it?” I asked.

      “Since you’re my assistant, you only take orders from me, so if one of the guys ask for something, just say that I work only for Nick, okay,” Nick said.

      “Okay,” I said.  I went back up and sat down and continued talking to Brian.

      “Hey Bri, get me a soda, would you,” AJ said.

      “Sorry, can’t,” I said.

      “Why not,” AJ said.

      “Because I’m not your maid, I only work for Nick,” I said.

      “Nick, Bri’s not doing what she’s told,” AJ said.

      “And what’s that,” Nick said.

      “To get me a soda,” AJ said.

      “Sorry, Bone, she works for me, she’s my personal assistant, not a maid, okay,” Nick said.

Nick grabbed a couple of sodas out of the fridge and handed one to me and sat down and opened the other.

Five hours later, the plane landed and we were on the bus to the hotel.  We pulled up and saw a mob of fans in front of the hotel.  The guys groaned. 

      “Stay close to me, okay,” Nick said. I nodded. The doors opened and I heard the fans scream.  The guys ran into the hotel.  Nick and I followed.  Nick held my hand as we ran for the door.  I felt someone grab my hair.  I fell backwards.  Nick turned and saw me fall.  He saw a fan let go of my hair.  He ran over to me and picked me up and carried me into the hotel.  He put me down.  I put my hand on the back of my head.  I sat down.

      “You okay?” Nick asked.

      “My head hurts where she pulled my hair,” I said.

Nick ran a hand over the back of my head.  I winced. 

      “We’ll get some ice on it, come on,” Nick said. 

We went to our rooms.  Nick grabbed my hand and pulled me to a room.

      “We’re sharing a room, there are two bedrooms,” Nick said. 

      “Oh, okay,” I said.  He sat me down and got an icepack and put it on my head.

      “Thanks,” I said.  He smiled and held it on there.  Nick’s cell phone rang.  He handed it to me. 

      “Nick’s phone, can I help you,” I said.

      “I want to talk to Nick,” a woman said.

      “Who’s calling?” I asked.

      “This is his mother,” she said.  I handed the phone to Nick.  He looked at me.

      “It’s your mother,” I said.

      “Hey, Mom, what’s up, that was my personal assistant, Mom, stop, can you just be my mother, I don’t want it to be business with you, I just want to be family, look, talk to me when you want to be my mother and not a manager,” Nick said.  He hung up. 

      “What do you want me to tell her when she calls back,” I said.

      “Tell her that I will call her when I feel like it,” Nick said.

      “Okay,” I said.

      “How’s your head?” Nick asked.

      “Feels better now,” I said.  He took the icepack off. 

Three months later, we were still on tour.  Nick and I were growing closer.  The guys and I have became best friends.  I was sitting in mine and Nick’s hotel room.  There was a knock at the door.  I got up and opened the door and saw Brian and Kevin supporting Nick.

      “Is he drunk?” I asked.

      “Yeah, really drunk,” Brian said.  They brought him in and laid him on the bed in his room.  They hugged me and left. I locked up and went to Nick’s room and saw him gone.  I went to the bathroom and saw it empty.  I felt arms around my waist. 

      “Hey baby,” Nick said kissing my neck.

      “Nick, you’re drunk, go to sleep,” I said trying to get out of his arms.

      “I know you want me,” Nick said.  His hands ran up my stomach to my breasts and he cupped my breasts in his hands.  My head fell back against him.  His hands went down and went under my shirt.  He pulled my shirt off and turned me around and kissed my breasts.   He took a nipple in his mouth and sucked on it.  He pushed my shorts off.

      “Nick, wait, this isn’t right,” I said.

      “Does it feel right,” Nick said kissing my neck.

      “Nick, you’re drunk,” I said.

      “So,” Nick said.

      “You are not in your right mind,” I said.

      “I want you,” Nick said kissing my collarbone.  I gave in and I pulled his clothes off and after all of our clothing were removed, we laid down on the bed and he got on top of me.  We kissed deeply as he pushed himself inside me.   He went fast and hard.  I contracted around him and he spilled his seed deep inside me.  He pulled out and laid beside me and we went to sleep.  I woke up and saw him still asleep and I gently and quietly got up and got my clothes and went to my room and closed the door and locked it and put my pajamas on and went back to sleep. 

The next morning, Nick woke up and sat up holding his head and groaning.  He felt weird and looked and saw that he was naked.  He got up and found his boxers and put them on.  He went to the bathroom and threw up.  He came back and collapsed on the bed and stared at the ceiling, wondering what happened the night before.  Last thing he remembered was being at a bar with the guys.  He heard movement and looked and saw Bri come out of her room in shorts and a shirt. He got up and got dressed.  He came out and saw her in the kitchen area.

      “Bri,” Nick said.  Her back stiffened.

      “Morning, Nick,” I said.

      “What happened last night?” Nick asked.

      “You got drunk and Brian and Kevin brought you back and you passed out,” I said.

      “Is that it?” Nick asked.

      “Yeah, that’s it,” I said.

      “Was I fully dressed when I was put to bed?” Nick asked.

      “Yes,” I said.

      “Then why did I wake up naked,” Nick said.

      “You might have woken up and undressed yourself and went back to sleep,” I said.

      “Bri, did we sleep together?” Nick asked.  I looked at him and looked away. 

      “Oh god,” Nick said.

      “Nick, you were drunk, you didn’t know, I tried to stop you but you were too forceful, I gave in because in the state you were in, I thought you would do something bad to me,” I said.  Nick got up and came over to me.

      “Was there any protection?” Nick said. I looked up at him and shook my head.  He leaned against the counter and buried his face in his hands.

      “Do you want me to leave?” I asked.

      “No, no, you might get pregnant and I certainly don’t want you to leave,” Nick said.

      “You hate me, don’t you,” I said.

      “No, I don’t, I hate myself, for getting drunk in the first place,” Nick said.

      “Nick, there’s something you should know about me, I don’t like when people are drunk, because my father’s a drunk,” I said.

      “What,” Nick said.

      “My father would get drunk and beat me and my mother up, I mainly came to Florida to get away from him, my mother lives in Orlando while I chose Tampa because I wanted to be near the ocean, I was scared last night, that you were going to be like my father,” I said.

      “That’s why you gave in and we made love, you were afraid that I would beat you up,” Nick said.

      “Yeah,” I said.  Nick pulled me close and hugged me.

      “I’ll never drunk again, you have to tell the guys so they won’t get drunk either,” Nick said.

      “Thank you,” I said. 

      “You are no longer my personal assistant, you are my best friend, I’ll pay for everything that you need, where do you live?” Nick asked.

      “Howard apartments,” I said.

      “No more, as soon as we get back to Tampa, you are moving in with me, if your father finds you, he can’t get to you with a security gate,” Nick said.

      “You really want me to move in with you,” I said.

      “Yes, Bri, you are my best friend, and I don’t want you hurt,” Nick said.  I hugged him. 

Two months later, the tour was over and we all returned to Florida.  Nick and I went to my apartment and packed up all my stuff and moved it to Nick’s house.  Then I went to the doctor.  Dr. Kelly ran tests on me and left the room.  She came back an hour later.

      “Bri, the tests are negative, we ran two of them and I made sure that there was no mistakes, you aren’t pregnant,” Dr. Kelly said.

      “Thank you, Dr. Kelly,” I said.  I went home and saw Nick lying on the couch.

      “Hey, what did the doctor say?” Nick asked sitting up.

      “Negative, I’m not pregnant,” I said. 

      “Oh, okay,” Nick said.

      “You sound disappointed,” I said.

      “A little,” Nick said.

      “Why?” I said.

      “I was thinking, if you were pregnant, I would be a father, something I want to be someday, I was actually really looking forward to it,” Nick said.

      “You will be a father someday,” I said.

      “I hope so,” Nick said.

The next morning, I woke up and heard Nick shouting no over and over again.  I heard the doorbell ring. I got up and went downstairs and opened the door and saw Brian.

      “Hey B,” I said.

      “Hey, where’s Frack?” Brian asked.

      “Upstairs, shouting no over and over again,” I said. 

We went upstairs and knocked on Nick’s door.

      “Nick, it’s Brian, open the door,” Brian said. The door opened and Nick stood there.

      “What’s wrong, Nick?” I asked.

      “I’m not myself,” Nick said.

      “I heard you saying no over and over again when I woke up this morning, are you okay?” I asked.

      “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you,” Nick said.

      “Try me, Nick,” I said.

      “I’m not Nick, my real name is Melanie Harris, I live in Orlando,” Nick said.

      “Let’s go see if you are right,” Brian said.

We all went to Orlando and Nick showed us the house. We ran the doorbell.  The door opened and a girl stood there.

      “Oh my god,” she said.

      “Nick?” I asked.

      “Yeah, come in, no one’s home,” she said.  We all went in and went to Melanie’s room.

      “How do we fix this?” Melanie asked.  Nick looked at the books on witchcraft. 

      “Okay, I found the reversal spell,” Nick said.  Brian and I went out of the room.  We stood in the hallway.  A woman came up the stairs.

      “Who are you?” she asked.

      “I’m Brian, this is Bri,” Brian said.

      “Why are you in my house?” she asked.

      “Melanie invited us over, she’s busy in her room right now,” Brian said.  The door to Melanie’s room opened and Nick came out with Melanie.

      “Hi Mom,” Melanie said.

      “Melanie Ann Harris, what’s going on!” Mrs. Harris said.

      “This is Nick and Brian of the Backstreet Boys and their best friend, Bri, I wrote a letter and they came to visit me, Brian, it’s your turn,” Melanie said.  She and Brian went into the bedroom and closed the door. 

      “What is going on in there?” Mrs. Harris asked.

      “Just talk, that’s all,” Nick said.

Mrs. Harris went on to her room and closed the door.

      “You okay?” I asked.

      “Yeah, I’m fine, glad to be back in my own body,” Nick said. Brian came out and we all went back to Tampa.  Nick and I walked in.  I hugged Nick. 

      “I’m glad you’re okay,” I said.

      “Me, too,” Nick said.  

Three months later, Nick and I were getting closer.  I was out shopping with Howie.

      “Thanks for coming with me, D, it’s Nick’s birthday and I have no idea what to get him,” I said.

      “It’s no problem, Bri, glad to help, Frack is hard to shop for,” Howie said.

      “I have no idea what to get him,” I said. 

      “What’s going on here?” Nick asked from behind us.

      “Just shopping, Frack,” Howie said.

      “Bri, I need to talk to you,” Nick said.  We went to the hallway to the bathroom.

      “What is it?” I asked.

      “Why are you shopping with Howie?” Nick asked.

      “Because he’s helping me,” I said.

      “Bri,” Nick said.

      “Nick, it was either him or AJ, okay, I needed to find something at the mall and Howie’s helping me,” I said.

      “Maybe I should help you,” Nick said.

      “You can’t, okay, what is your problem, Howie is one of your best friends and you are acting jealous, as if there is anything to be jealous of,” I said.

      “Yes, there is,” Nick said.

      “What is it?” I said.

      “I can’t say,” Nick said.

      “Fine, I’m shopping, have fun,” I said.  I started to walk away but he grabbed my arm. 

      “I’m jealous, because I love you, Bri, I always have,” Nick said. I stood there.  I didn’t know what to say.  I moved closer and I pressed my lips to his.  He pulled me close and we kissed deeply. His tongue were pressing for an entrance and I opened my mouth and his tongue caressed mine and explored my mouth. I let my tongue enter his mouth and explored it.  I pulled back.

      “I love you, too,” I said.  He smiled and we hugged. 

      “It’s about time,” Howie said.  We saw him standing there smiling. 

      “What do you mean?” Nick asked.

      “It’s about time you two got together, I thought that the guys and I would have to play matchmakers and get you two together, you two definitely belong together,” Howie said.

      “Don’t I know it,” Nick said looking at me.

      “Hey, Bri, ready to continue shopping?” Howie said.

      “I’ll see you at home,” Nick said.

      “See ya,” I said kissing his cheek.  I walked off with Howie.  We went to the men’s clothing store. 

      “Would a shirt work?” I asked.

      “How about this?” Howie said holding up a jersey.

      “Cool,” I said.

      “I saw Nick looking at this the other day, but he didn’t buy it,” Howie said. I looked at the price.

      “Too expensive,” I said.

      “Bri, get it, I’ll pay for it,” Howie said.

      “Are you sure?” I asked.

      “Yeah, come on,” Howie said.  He paid for the jersey and we went to the jewelry store and I got Nick a men’s gold neck chain with an inscription.  We left the mall and Howie took me home.  I got my bags.

      “Thanks, D,” I said.

      “No problem, bye,” Howie said.   He drove off. I went inside and put all the bags in my bedroom closet.  I closed the door and turned and ran into a chest.  I looked up and saw Nick.  I smiled.

      “Hi,” I said.

      “I missed you,” Nick said.

      “You did?” I asked.

      “Yeah,” Nick said kissing my lips softly. 

      “Happy Birthday,” I said.

      “Thanks, do I have any presents?” Nick asked.

      “Yes, you’ll get them later, as soon as I wrap them which means you need to go downstairs and wait,” I said.

      “But I want them now,” Nick whined.

      “No, go,” I said.  He whimpered and left the room. I closed the door and locked it.  I wrapped his presents.  I opened the door and carried the presents downstairs.  He looked up and smiled. 

      “Here you go, wouldn’t be special if the presents weren’t wrapped,” I said.  He opened the present as I sat down next to him.  He opened the big box and saw the jersey.  He looked at me.

      “How did you know?” Nick asked.

      “Howie helped me, that’s why I was shopping with him, he was helping me find your present,” I said. 

      “Thank you,” Nick said leaning over and kissing my lips. He opened the small box and saw the chain.  He read the inscription.  It said:  No matter what happens between us, we will always be best friends forever, love always, Bri.  He smiled and looked at me.

      “I love it, and I love you,” Nick said. 

      “I love you, too,” I said.  We kissed deeply.  We laid down on the couch and kissed. 

Three months later, Nick and I were closer than ever.  Everyone was happy that me and Nick got together.  I walked into the house and saw Nick talking to a girl.  I recognized her as my best friend, Amy, from Missouri.  Nick looked up and saw me and smiled. 

      “Hey honey, this is Amy,” Nick said.

      “I know, Amy, girl, how are you,” I said as she got up and we hugged. 

      “I’m great now, how are you doing, don’t answer, I know,” Amy said.

      “You two know each other,” Nick said.

      “Yeah, she’s my best friend from Missouri,” I said.

      “Yeah, we’re best friends, I was the one who helped her get away from her father,” Amy said.

      “And thank god she did,” I said.

      “I see,” Nick said.

      “So, what’s going on?” I asked.

      “Nick just hired me to be his personal assistant,” Amy said.

      “I thought I was,” I said.

      “He said that you used to be, but now you are his girlfriend,” Amy said.

      “Just the girlfriend, I see how it is,” I said. I went upstairs.  Amy looked at Nick.

      “I’ll call Brian, maybe he can have you as his personal assistant, I know he’s looking for one,” Nick said.

      “Yes,” Amy said.

      “You like Brian, don’t you,” Nick said.

      “He’s my favorite,” Amy said.

      “He’s single, now,” Nick said.  He called Brian.  Brian said he’ll be right over.  Nick hung up and went upstairs.  He walked into the bedroom and saw Bri sitting on the bed hugging her legs.  Her chin was resting on her knees.  Nick sat on the bed.

      “I called Brian, he’s coming over, Amy will be his personal assistant,” Nick said.

      “It’s not that, I want to be more than just your girlfriend, Nick, I want to be your everything,” I said looking my feet.  I felt his finger on my chin and he brought my face up to look at him. 

      “You are my everything,” Nick said. I smiled.  He leaned in and kissed my lips softly. 

      “I’m glad,” I said.

      “Tonight, I’m going to prove it,” Nick said.  We heard the front door open and close and voices.  We heard footsteps.  Brian and Amy appeared at the door.

      “Amy’s staying with me and she’s my personal assistant, we are leaving,” Brian said.

      “Bye,” we said.   Brian and Amy left.  I went downstairs after them and locked the door behind them.  I locked all the doors and windows.  I went back upstairs and saw candles lit all over the room.  I heard the door close behind me and arms wrapped around my waist.  I felt lips on my neck.  I smiled.  I put my hands over his. 

      “And just how do you plan on proving that I’m your everything,” I said.

      “You’ll see, take off your clothes,” Nick said.

      “What,” I said. 

      “I took mine off and it’s your turn to take off yours, because I’m going to make love to you, and this time I’m going to be sober and know what we are doing,” Nick said.  I turned in his arms and kissed him deeply. He pulled my shirt off and pushed my shorts down.  He tossed them across the room.  He was completely naked.   He pulled my bra and panties off and we moved over to the bed and laid down and we made passionate love all night long.  We fell asleep holding each other.

Three months later, Nick and I were closer than ever. Brian and Amy got together and we all were on tour.  Amy and I were hanging out in mine and Nick’s room.

      “How are things between you and Nick?” Amy asked.

      “The best, I love him so much,” I said.

      “I’m in love with Brian,” Amy said.

      “We are lucky, Amy,” I said.

      “I know,” Amy said.  We talked about the guys.  The door opened and Brian and Nick came in.  Brian and Amy left.  Nick collapsed on the couch and laid his head on my lap.  I looked down at him.

      “Tired, baby,” I said.

      “Nick, need sleep,” Nick mumbled.

      “Come on, sleepyhead,” I said.  I helped him up and we went into the bed and I changed into my pajamas.  Nick stripped down to his boxers and we got into bed and went to sleep holding each other.  The next morning, I woke up and saw Nick still asleep.  I got up and changed. I was in my bra and underwear when I felt arms around my waist and lips on my neck.  I smiled. 

      “Morning, baby,” Nick said.

      “Morning, can I get dressed?” I asked.

      “Can you get undressed?” Nick asked.

      “Nick,” I said.  He pulled me back down and laid on top of me.  He stroked my cheek.  He pulled my bra and panties off.  I pushed off his boxers. He laid between my legs and pushed himself inside me.  He pulled out and plunged back in. I wrapped my legs around his waist.  We reached our climaxes and he pulled out and laid beside me and we fell asleep holding each other.

Two hours later, I woke up and saw him looking back at me. I saw that he was in pain.

      “What’s wrong,” I said.

      “My back hurts,” Nick said holding his back. 

      “Lie on your stomach,” I said.  He did that and I got onto him and straddled his bottom and started massaging his back.  He was moaning.

      “Do you like that?” I asked.

      “Oh yeah, I like it a lot,” Nick said.  I leaned down and kissed his back.

      “That feels good, too,” Nick said.  I smiled and continued massaging his back.  He was grabbing the sheets and biting his pillows.

      “Am I hurting you?” I asked.

      “No, you’re turning me on, I want you,” Nick said rolling over and pulling me down.  He pulled me and kissed me deeply. The doorbell rang.  Nick groaned.

      “Whoever that is, tell them we are busy,” Nick said. I got up and got dressed and went down and opened the door and saw Brian standing there.

      “Hey Brian,” I said.

      “Where’s Nick at?” Brian asked.

      “He’s still in bed, he was really tired,” I said.

      “I need to talk to him,” Brian said. I went upstairs. 

      “Who’s here,” Nick said.

      “Brian, he needs to talk to you,” I said.

      “Tell him I’ll call him later,” Nick said.  I went back downstairs. 

      “B, he said he’ll call you later, he’s really tired,” I said.